Weaponization and the Myth of Unconsciousness
Weaponization and the Illusion of Unawareness
Note: I hope you can read this in the spirit it is intended. I have later realized, that unintentional events do occur – my message here is contemplative reflection made in metaphysical spirit.
Weaponizing is worth its name—it's an act of literally turning things into weapons, usually to gain a position of upper hand or to control a situation. What do weapons do? They kill—but also protect. People usually weaponize when threatened and feeling helpless, and sometimes, it's a learned habit. It’s a form of relational trauma, and many people have inherited it as a defense mechanism in a hostile environment.
It might sound like this:
‘If you don’t do what I want, I will bring up something uncomfortable’
or…
‘If I don’t get what I want, I will tell everybody about that embarrassing event that once happened to you’
This is where spiritual warfare has its roots. Weaponizing is the act of using something—or someone—against another’s best interest strategically, with the intent to gain dominance in the given context. It involves deception through manipulation of the mammalian brain and sacred energies. It’s a form of energetic colonization.
You need not to be overly worried, all this depends on your blindness—and the solution is clarity.
And as discussed in previous writings: just like flaw-scanning is also inherited as a trauma informed defense mechanism—this is no exception.
As I’m writing this, I paused to contemplate once more: What actually is weaponizing? You see, we just think about certain concepts, throw in words and use them instinctively. Weaponizing is of course weaponizing! I trust that the definition above will suffice, and you’ll be able to connect the dots in your own life. I’m, however, now offering an analysis on
What it is based on
Why it happens
How to end it
The Myth of Unconsciousness
First of all, unconsciousness is a myth.
It took me a while to realize that what some call ‘just unconsciousness’ is sometimes, but not always deliberately deceptive feigning ignorance—a kind of strategically surgical and deceptive game. I used to believe that all people are well-meaning, non-intentional in their bussinesses and simply unconscious of how they impact others. But since we are spiritual beings endowed with free will, functional capacities, and the ability to distinguish right from wrong, I no longer blindly believe in unconsciousness. That’s because consciousness is the only Reality.
And as a Truth-seeker, anything that is said to take place outside of consciousness must be false, fake, unreal—an illusion!
The phenomenon is called feigning ignorance—that’s what it is. Feigning ignorance is the act of pretending to be unaware or uninformed to avoid responsibility or facing painful truths. Some people are so caught up in it that they become completely lost in their own narratives. But here’s the trick: they believe it’s unconscious and rely on the idea that “nobody cares anyway, we’ve got lives to lead and mouths to feed” or dismiss concerns with “you’re just being too self-conscious and sensitive.”
You are most likely not ‘too-anything’
People might be completely unaware of this so they believe it all. Herein lies a danger: it marks people as stupid, and this is something I’ve not yet encountered… A stupid human being. For many I’ve encountered who have been told they are stupid, therefore think that they are stupid and thus believe it… But are they really that stupid?
This is what goes on behind the scenes. I just assume that everybody is what they truly are, which is a kind of unerasable thing at it's core. If we just assume this as truth and God, we can safely conclude that ‘unconsciousness’ must be a myth, often opting to mask a deeper issue: deceptivity. We all truly know the Divine Way.
Now, there are no things without deception, but our role as human beings is not to aggravate this natural deceptive condition. We can’t pretend it doesn’t exist, either.
The Spiritual Reality vs. Worldly Deception
Since we are spiritual beings, the True Life happens in the spiritual realm—a reality that many people don’t see, even though it serves as the foundation for every possible kind of experience. So, I find it odd that, instead of feeling and trusting one’s intuition, some people buy into feigning ignorance. We have been lied to a lot and we have assimilated these lies as truths. We have been controlled by power-hungry beasts. We have been indoctrinated into distrust, which has weakened the Lord's resolve in us. But we are not stupid, ignorant, or powerless—we are beings of pure Light, that even at this moment can choose autonomy over subjugation.
I’ve witnessed situations where people, threatened by truth or discomforted by my presence, played their part so convincingly that I second-guessed my own intuition. Some fished for information only to later weaponize my words. I guess that’s why I’m passionate about decoding it. Others smiled with kindness while carrying silent resentment. Betrayal disguised as friendship is subtle, but real—and I’ve seen how deeply it can cut. I share this not as selfish complaint, but as a selfless observation of how relational warfare works: covert, performative, and often driven by internal shame projected outward.
The Seriousness of Energetic Responsibility
Here’s the deal: I don’t want to sound like I’m complaining. Because, of course, you don’t want to seem selfish. Ha! Isn’t being selfish kind of being full of SELF? Yes, if correctly understood. But what I wish to emphasize is that the real issue is people not taking the energetic/spiritual aspect of Life seriously. That’s why some individuals think it’s okay to think whatever they want, as long as the paycheck comes in and obligatory activities are bravely performed—earning them a ‘brave dude’ stamp and a pat on the back.
All this, only for the achievements to slip through their fingers like beach sand held on a palm—while the spiritual nature remains Infinite, something we should nurture and give back to. And of course not misuse this Divine Nectar Foundation.
Water your plants. Don’t burn your garden.
Spiritual Growth is the Real Purpose
The purpose of this experience we’re having is spiritual growth—nothing else. The impermanence of worldly things reminds us that what truly matters is the heart, not matter.
Communication is the process of exchanging information. It can occur telepathically, through gestures, or with words. Spiritual warfare in a negative sense is mean-spirited, interpersonal, and covert communication designed to interfere with and harm an individual and it operates in the realm of communication. It’s so powerful because thoughts are things, and we want to trust and rely on others. We believe in people because our souls are wired for that. But here’s the reality: anyone can technically have children, and all people have free will, with the exception of a few terribly disadvantaged individuals. Intervening in people's foolish choices doesn’t usually occur by the Heaven’s Hand. But they may seek, and they may find Life—but only when the intention awakens in them.
Only then shall such ones be awakened, for Life welcomes all to the great feast when they are ready. But whatever one chooses to do, one is absolutely free to try to do.
Since spiritual warfare happens covertly and indirectly, I believe it has roots in the non-sharing culture, particularly among AMAB (assigned male at birth) individuals, who are indoctrinated into emotional suppression. Likewise, AFAB (assigned female at birth) individuals may rely on emotional manipulation as a survival mechanism after experiencing the patronizing effects of chest-beating colonizers.
It’s the unfinished business that is never talked about that eventually builds into a monster lurking in the closet—leading to chaos and spiritual warfare.
Now, consider the fact that this is the situation in many groups and dynamics. Then, consider that there are billions of families and groups in this world. And all these people interact in abstract, unpredictable ways.
Do you know what I mean?
It’s obvious where disasters have their roots.
Everything unfolds in a specific order: from a subtle impulse to an energetic reaction, which then produces a physical consequence. Outer chaos is often a reflection of inner chaos. And if somebody is in chaos, they spread it. Wherever they go, they bring more chaos. But this is not their fault—just how energy works.
We should aim to bring joy, peace, and harmony wherever we go. But interestingly, sometimes Light actually brings chaos.
There’s a famous saying of Jesus that goes like this: "Do not think that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I have not come to bring peace, but a sword."
Interpretation:
Jesus states he has not come to preserve the comfort of the world, but to divide truth from falsity with the sword of awakening.
What a direct statement—it’s the unspoken mechanic. What a contrast to the ‘peaches and cream’ version.
This illustrates how painful Truth sometimes is. It’s meant to nourish and bring peace but often does the very opposite.
The paradox is that a person full of Light will also often bring chaos by the Light exposure that follows their visit. Think how a thunder strikes—that’s what Light does, too. Be prepared.
The Solution: Inner Care and Sovereignty
The way to prevent warfare from manifesting outwardly is to take really good care of yourself, so that warfare doesn’t manifest inside first. It all starts with good parenting and a good diet. And by parenting I refer to the relationship between The Infinite and It’s Infinite Child—I do not merely point to a successful relationship between a physical parent and physical child. Whether we got perfect parenting or not, always remember where the parent-ness of parents comes from. And in a way, the higher Self can act as parent to Its toy: the self, which then serves as a microcosmic reflection of that macrocosmic enormity.
And by diet, I mean everything—not just the food you eat, but what you consume mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. One can actually have a pretty haphazard diet physically speaking while their inner consciousness stays intact. This occurs usually if the person has already acquired permanent inner knowing of what they truly are. How could that be influenced? But I don’t of course recommend it, but instead, I always recommend a pure diet.
Everything we do, take in, think, intend, or avoid affects our consciousness. Diet is essential.
Start making a diet plan.
Remember to include lots of colorful vegetables and fruits resulting in a rich and nurturing cocktail of vitamins and antioxidants.
Reparenting Yourself Through Divine Love
If ideal, soul nurturing parenting wasn’t received, you are not lost—for how could that be possible? A person can always be redeemed by their Inner Sovereign. It is Love and Light of the Source that nurtures the child within the parent. And if the parent was unable to be a perfect source of that light due to understandable reasons, one can always re-parent themselves through the Holy Presence.
Taking vacations, engaging in meditation and silence, rest, nature, and living a Divinely guided life allows this innate presence to nurture you—just like a parent would. I don’t think one should chase after gurus or meditate for days on end because of non-fulfilling parenting, but these practices can help connect one with the original source of the Soul.
I also want to preach against parent blaming.
Divine Mother
Divine Mother is Infinite Nature as a contrast to the Absolute, still field.
It is the gateway of the Living Spirit. It is Life’s ability to nurture, the grace of being supported by Life, and the knowledge that all deeds are truly forgiven eventually in the name of the Divine. It is the ability to care for yourself and others and to laugh at your past mistakes. This is the Divine Mother, who creates beings to exist in Her.
Many devotees resonate with this aspect of the Divine because it aligns with their intuition, revealing the right course of their intercourse with Life, offering comfort in contrast to trying to ‘know’ the ‘Absolute’.
Common Things That Are Often Weaponized
•Your backstory (especially if you’ve had struggles, which, in the case of survivors of wrong is almost certain)
•Socially or politically questionable traits
•Your ‘mistakes’ (didn’t they lead to correction…?)
•Past/Present Illness
•Sexuality
•Position
•Sensitive and personal info you've shared confidentially
•Spiritual and intellectual knowledge
How to Recognize Weaponization
Have you ever shared sensitive information, only to find your words misused later? Have people ever referred to your past mistakes when you were doing well and thriving? And have you also believed that ‘they just don’t remember better' ?
Have you ever felt emotionally dismantled by someones ‘spiritual knowledge’?
These are some cues which help you notice weaponization. The topic is of course truly broad.
Some people intentionally bring up your shortcomings when you're thriving. If you are not living in trauma, and are not insecure about your story—you can not be harmed.
Never weaponize peoples backstories, because without it they wouldn’t be what they are now. Rather, ask for God’s Grace to forget it in the name of Holy Forgetfulness and to restore what was lost a millionfold.
Let’s look at the Truth, let’s do it now!
If you are an unconventional person, has the topic ever been brought up in a tense situation? Have you ever been treated differently because of it? I surely have been the “disgusting hippie” many times. No worries, I like being a kind of hippie.
Sexuality as a Weaponized Force
Sex-drive is one of the strongest drives in the universe since it fuels reproduction—a necessary evolutional drive for the physical creation, and the coherent blending of all other layers of reality alongside. If something embodies such enormous force, now how neat of a weapon can that be? If that is what almost everybody fundamentally wants, and often needs (except for the fully self-controlled person raised above the mammalian brain by practice), it surely can serve as a means to control.
Sexuality/sensuality/beauty etc. are widely weaponized for control or profit. This invites invasion to a kind of sacred territory—a one where magic happens. I don’t feel that this is aligned with the Truth. Do you?
While embracing aesthetics can be personally empowering, my intention is to emphasize the harmful side effect of this phenomenom.
Past As a Weaponized Force
Has somebody brought up your past mistakes, likely during your present successes?
It doesn't matter where you come from, for it matters where you are going and how well you are nurturing your Life-assignment now.
Don’t evaluate yourself too harshly.
Your responsibility is to nurture your relationship with Life, which is a kind of an affair that will not leave you unsatisfied if engaged in correctly, yet isn’t bribable either…
Has anybody tried to gain the upper hand due to a chronic or almost fatal past/present illness you experienced? Has somebody made fun of you for something you didn't choose yourself, but happened due to the accident of birth?
One should never use this against others. And although I disagree with the generalized notion of ‘sin’, I think this is where we reach the territory of ‘sin’.
Intellectual Weaponizing
Have you ever felt that somebody tried to slaughter you with their intellectual knowledge? This could be a book-smart person who lacks true wisdom lived in their very bones—someone who always talks over you, speaks fast, and constantly tries to prove something. In such case, their dominant dopamine need is significance, and fear is insignificance. So technically you could weaponize this against them, but I don’t recommend it. A better way to handle this is complimenting them for their significance without raising them on a pedestal.
Intellectual weaponization is characterised by generic, rigid memorized notions that are used to dismantle those who are perceived as a threat. But what if simpletons actually embodied more presence than they ever could? Very well, let’s not get competitive now.
Don't be fooled by outward acts of virtue, education and success, but see if you sense a person you want to know the truth about actually having a heart. A real big, and objective Divine Heart.
In fact, weaponization of position is the most dangerous, since our mammalian brains are wired to obey an authority. And that authority serves as the guiding force, because people believe their lives are at stake. But just because our ancient instinctual inheritance is intact, it doesn’t mean we are at the savanna.
Remember, you generally don’t owe any person your loyalty, you only owe the Loving Lord your obedience. And an obedient person is loyal.
I'm the silent type for sure, and this has often triggered people. I aim to have nothing to prove, to know myself deeply—so that I don’t have to prove myself or end up weaponizing sacred knowledge. I aim to study it because of myself.
There are individuals who always seem to know more than you, and on some level that can indeed be true in skill. And when they fear you might gain the upper hand, they'll flip the tables big time. Then they’ll choose the right thing from their inner catalog to weaponize against you. But still, it’s just mental then and you don’t have to conform to it. And people will feel an embodied truth in contrast to a superficial lie.
Above was listed a few things people might weaponize and this is of course wrong. I think one of the human tendencies is to take, destroy and steal. Or, actually, this is not humanity, it happens due to the illness of separation which is like a venomous snake. Humanity is beautiful and doesn’t embody antagonism at its purest essence. It’s the muddy water phase.
Not human. Not Divine. It’s emotional warfare, O Meek Lamb of the Lord, walking through the thick jungle of deception into the vast Land of Truth!
Divine Forgetting
Have you ever associated Divinity with forgetting? Probably not. It is almost always associated with remembrance. But even St. Teresa of Avila has talked about ‘God providing extraordinary Grace to forget’. She would describe these incidents as having certain happenings that she, at the time, felt were ‘wrong’, being magically erased from her consciousness, without a capability or need to recall them obsessively later.
I, too have, contemplated the Art of Forgetting, for sometimes our minds tend to get stuck to past events. I do not recommend repression, suppression or by-passing, but Divine Forgetting points more to moving on gracefully.
Maybe it's time to move on.
But don’t let your story and truth be erased—rather, own it.
I approached this idea when I felt my conscience under examination by myself. Not because I had done something wrong, but because I started to feel the deceptivity in everything. I felt like having been part of something I don’t subscribe to by accident. It all originates to conditioning, western eating, thinking, acting, and habit culture. When I would find my consciousness suddenly more clear due to intense awakenings the things with the starkest contrast in opposition to Divine Clarity were shown to me. Look, fool! It’s as if something in me (call it God, or Consciousness) became hyper aware of what had been fed to It. And it came with a tumultuous force:
This is wrong, release it from your system. My Child, learn away!
Then I had an intense need to forget about these things for a while. So, I would contemplate any moments where I had actually lost something, and noticed that I didn’t have any recollection of it. Now that’s forgetting! You do not remember the whole thing, because you are not thinking about it. This is sometimes how Divine Grace operates: you suddenly find yourself not needing to remember. Maybe you don’t have to anymore. Or, would you like to spend your time in Infinity going through your rubbish? In fact, one of the most accurate proofs that we are growing, and healing is when we don’t have to remember the most intense muddy water phases obsessively for a personal closure. But this usually happens when it's the right time so you don't need to force it. Sometimes your closure is saying F–it! And then moving on. And when you master this, I pray that others don’t weaponize your mistakes, because you've truly moved on by then. But surely if they do so, it will be karmically costly to them and a sad day for existence.
I think I already see the possible poke holes in this and my intuition told me to be prepared:
‘Why are you concerned about weaponizing? Don’t let yourself be influenced by it’
‘I think your issue is over analyzing the content of the mind’
‘If you were truly at peace or as free as you subtly claim (this embodies a subtle weaponization of my position) you wouldn’t care if people weaponize…’
Yes, yes, yes. True. But what if people's minds are still largely governed by symbolism and the psychological process of attribution, and they usually fail to see a person as they are, instead, associating them with a set of internalized beliefs? What does it indicate, that a wrong idea in the wrong hands can (and usually will) backlash?
Why live your life constantly on guard? Waiting for the next trick? That's the weaponization made in opposition to sensitivity showing up as ‘toughness’.
Thoughts are things, intentions carry weight and thoughts are God’s emanating vibrations—uncontrolled tongue is a dangerous weapon, as well as is a powerful mind that sees through a distorted lens. Like the small wheel steering a large ship controls the whole enormity of the ship, so does the tongue command human counsel. One reaps what they sow, and weaponizing results in both sided distress as a contrast to harmony, something so close to our very fingertips... Seems unreachable? Yes, because it can’t be reached. It can be embodied. Stop striving for it! Receive it.
Closing Words
Let’s not weaponize anything within a group of universal siblinghood that we are all a part of. Let’s come forward to trustworthy siblings in our wanderings, always staying safe and guarded by peace and clarity. Let’s not see others through a lens of their wanderings, but their present desire to be virtuously in service to Life in their own, beautiful way. And if there’s no virtue, but you possess it, why bother? Things of insignificance can be left unbothered. When you know that your wanderings enabled your assignment, you won’t be disheartened by destabilizing attempts to twist, weaponize and control your spirit through a backstory that’s authentically only yours, and is in the past now.
In safety, seeing, and understanding,
Līlā Zenith
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