Absence of Vagueness as Means to Divine Life
Absence of Vagueness as Means to Divine Life
Note to reader: these writings are written in the spirit of surrender so they belong to a specific context – so if you intuitively perceive yourself to be outside of it – this might not be for you. If, on the other hand, you lose yourself in the act of ecstatic reading and make it 'till the end – it was written for you.
My writing style is devotional, sometimes even taking place outside of the common language of this day. I am someone with a long history of the mystic path, so I truly wish that this be respected – even if it is difficult to grasp at times. In this way, the authentic tradition of devotional writing and intuitive mysticism can be preserved. Person's from different traditions may find what best resonates with them – the soul knows what resonates with it. This is field congruence and alignment with individual soul-destiny. Honoring your individuality will make you bloom which will enable the masses to eventually bloom, too.
I have received intuitive guidance to write about vagueness and why it can be problematic. In the latest writing, I talked about avoiding vagueness and I also elaborated on a widespread phenomena of healing such as IFS-therapy, plant medicines etc., and how these practices might sometimes enable harmful behaviours—if practiced in unprofessional settings. But in the right hands, they are undeniably fantastic tools.
While I’m not methaphorically a right wing fanatic, and personally think that vagueness is magical, sometimes it may simply cause issues. I was hesitating to write about this because I’m a Mystic. I wish not to get too much into radical reasoning – I am the opposite. My path is one of devotion and surrender. I highly encourage you to follow your own path. You must do that. I myself have learned from this. There are many paths, but my path is certainly one of the Divine Mother and Sacred Flow, in other words—bhakti. I’m an intuitive mystic. I'm self-taught in most fields.
Vagueness is characterized by secrecy, crypticness and avoidance of directness. It is usually opted to maintain a sense of safety and keep the peace, while being able to provide some sort of knowledge via indirect means. But sometimes, what seems vague isn’t actually vague at all – it just happens beneath everything that is 'illusory.' In fact, we are supernatural beings endowed with a wide range of sensibilities, and capabilities, which we just must activate and know how to use. Some can read situations with Spiritual Accuracy. What is supernatural is actually just natural. We used to live in a world full of restrictions and rules and some kind of self-cultivated dark powers tried to take over this world. That is why there is a reversal dynamic where wrong seems right and right wrong, and many people are willingly sleeping, and will be sleeping always during the upcoming days of Brahma the Creator as well. But beneath this sleep we exist in our archetypal positions. A person might not always know who they are, even if they have been a venomous snake! Or if they are a wonderful person, but have been told that they are not. Or if they are even an ancient god of Egypt.
Absence of Vagueness is practice that can save one from great misunderstandings, allow graceful and wholesome interaction, and keep things orderly. This is because vagueness tends to activate the zeigarnik effect which is a phenomenon where something catches your attention while simultaneously causing you to desire a solution. We do not like not knowing something. And when you ponder intensely yourself, not always knowing the full spectrum of the given phenomena, there is a risk of jumping into conclusions. A single email can be saved and passed on and passed on and so on. Minds build the world and ideas—even if correct or not—simply in the wrong hands can create monsters through mental projection. When I was younger, a flock of people would bully me with electronic material they had gotten in their hands from me through some silly group chat. I have recently left many group chats. This pattern has shown up in my life at other times as well.
It seems that I have always been tested by Satan. It does exist, unlike some disbelievers claim. Try this:
Set Thee Behind Me!
Non-Grasping Is Soul Seeing
There is no need to try to understand everything. If you want to give somebody a niet task, just be yourself. This is not to deny alignment in living. Anyways, what is too intellectual can not grasp that deeper side of yourself, because the ‘delusive mind’ always needs a mental solution that can only be satisfied on the level thereof, while the intuitive intelligence simply knows the truth always. The phantasmal spirit thrives on lack. But the Spirit of God in you knows all and does not have lack, but acts from inspiration in Divine Flow. You do not even need a mind to think nor to act. These things started to unfold, for me, when I gave up, utterly and totally! When you lack lack, see what wants to unfold and bloom from within. Do not allow people to restrict that flow. That would indeed be a Divine Tragedy.
Lately, I’ve noticed that vagueness tends to 'mess with my head.', because I have to tell you, there has been a lot of it in the air recently. Remember also, that evil intentions directed to fellow beings come back to the sender like a bumerang.
I used to romanticize vague mysticism, and still do, I mean—it's the best! But in this current world, not all communicate telepathically. Even recently, I’ve felt an intense pull towards certain interactions, but there has been no impulse towards me. There have been meetings arranged, conversations behind my back etc. and I’m well knowledgeable about these matters, and I’m not mad or afraid. I have realized that it is better to talk about things when they surface—in this way it doesn't get stored within, only waiting for a release—or an explosion! However, at this time I have no need to return to these things and will not do so.
There is a saying by Carl Jung that goes like this: ‘evil has roots in what is not spoken about’
The key is this: keep moving forward. When we reject personal growth, ama is created. Ama is an ayurvedic term which refers to inner toxins. Toxins are impurities which will clog the system.
While I, personally am quite cryptic and mystical in many ways, I’ve found out that the ‘bulk average’ flock-of-men does not usually grasp intuitive, mystical messages, so that is why it is important to keep them in the context they belong to. Don’t make your gifts into content, throw not your pearls before the swine, even as Yeshua said. You don’t want to become labelled as the ‘crazy one.’ It can ruin your life. It is sometimes difficult to exist without facing projections or slander, but a much better way to be.
Note: 'swine' in this context is not intended as a condescending jab. It means being mindful about where you give your alms – that is, in this case, your sacred knowledge – since where it is not appreciated it is wasted.
To me, most wondrous phenomena occur at levels that many would probably call vague. I think God is a secret, and it should be kept as a secret, never dealing it irresponsibly. We exist on levels thereof which suit our current stage in spiritual evolution. That said, God can not be revealed to a great-flock-of-men all of a sudden unless they are ready. Because if they were shown that with all the past momentum, the effect would be intense, and it could result in a fragmented chaos. We ought not to bring snakes to the temple. My intent is not to personalize, nor to call you a snake. If you made it this far it means that I love you and you most likely love me.
...Or that you are reading for other purposes. While I don't judge – this is a spiritual blog.
Please know that my intent has never been to insist my knowledge on you, feel free to read and take what serves you from this communion. Or feel free to quit reading, and go do what calls for you. Right now I’m sitting at my desk, letting the words come out as they naturally flow. I have received guidance from ‘above’ that I should write about this. While I am mostly following situations and can intuitively see situations as they are, so often have I ended up causing confusion in people. I'm a sort of a cleaner, will you let me clean?
Even lately I have heard the words echo within me: ‘You ruined everything!’ If there is something that I have had to take a lot, it is blame. Just endless blame. You see, at this point I aim to be really careful and only to act in Divine Guidance. If my fingers lag, it means something, but now they do not lag. So I figured that it means that tomorrow on 11th of june at 11am Finland time—this writing comes out. All this just happens, while there are things I have tried and tried for years and they never worked out. For a few days I have had a calling to write about this and here we are. The guidance and almost turbulent creation process and the resulting intensity can get ridiculously intense with me, but proper mothers can handle anything. Sometimes, when you are reformer, old formations rise to the surface and my purpose as a metaphysical surgeon is to be brave in these moments.
As I am a long term meditator, and Kriya Yoga practitioner, I’ve developed sensitivity to see things that the ordinary eye, probably, can not always see. I often have telepathic communion, and now that I have been in this current process for 8 months, having touched the verge of death and erasure, my communion has happened from my home (heart) where I've been mostly alone all this time – refining myself. Where I find my pleasure is spirituality, and deep prayer and contemplation in particular. Most important is simply being. Communion often occurs between persons and this is wonderful, only if it does not freak anyone out... I have to say that, please know yourself before you get to know me. It's hard to explain, I don’t know, but many phenomena have occurred with me and around me, and while my intentions have been good, they haven't always been received with an open heart. This has led me to withdraw more from the world recently. I’m in such a state, where my sensitivity is greatly heightened.
I don’t owe an explanation nor do I have the need to explain myself obsessively, but as I started my spiritual work and writing here, I did not understand how it may or may not be received. I have been awestruck about the amount of hate—but of course, also very pleased from the amount of good graces. But I also know all of you who like to listen to me. The person folks may remember from the past is simply not here anymore. Alas! My name is now Lila Zenith. I guess I have been quite vague with you all, but I also know the ones who understand these levels – there aren't many of them and the few ones must stay aligned together. But this need doesn’t always get met. Now it does.
So long story short, I now love God. I always had, but I had karma which almost destroyed me when younger. This is not nice, and I wish no such doom upon anyone. It was so bad that it was terrible! From a very young age I would have spiritual experiences, partially for the reason that I had to cling to spirit, because my living environment wasn’t so ideal for this person. What was wrong with me? Absolutely nothing! But I’ll explain soon—stay on the line.
I know it must be odd, when a person like me suddenly shows up, writing in religious terms, almost mocking you, and also with a fancy, queenly name. But here is the thing, I am a feminine spirit, of the brighter end. Let’s dive into this more. My Self state is unique, like yours. This occurs not because of rajas guna, but because of the Magic of God. My Self state is a mixture of energies, and I aim to keep these energies balanced. Even if all your parts quieted down, the Self of you wouldn’t disappear. Many don’t know this but we are Divine Persons, ever existent as individualized souls in the Almighty Heavenly Abode looking down into form. In spiritual depth, I have gone from point A to point B, and many times survived things I shouldn’t have survived, logically speaking. Various traditions have talked about Divine Justice and the end of the world. This will happen as Second Coming of Christ Consciousness, first individually and then spreading across the lobes of the entire cosmos! We are in extremely good hands—why worry?
After this Christ-Presence intensifies in a course of time, and ever-increasing mass awakening spreads, this world dissolves in Light. This is what the end of the world means—what is sometimes called the cosmic dissolution. But of course, this does not remove the fact that everything is the Divine Infinite Consciousness. What is removed is everything unreal, and the real will stay – so worry not – the real world isn't going anywhere!
When this happens the virtuous persons, as well as the non-virtuous persons will be assigned to their proper places. And if the Almighty wants, in another world cycle, the same flock of persons are cast forth, those virtuous ones in heavenly bodies in heavenly abodes, and the unlearned into terrible forms in terrible places from which it will be difficult to climb out. This is why, if you have had Divine Revelations, it is very very important that you hold onto them. We ought not to forget to nurture our memory – a kind of an unbribable situation! Keep remembering who you are.
The renowned flamenco guitarist Paco de Lucia’s finger once got snapped in a fishing accident, and he thought he would never again play guitar. The doctors said his finger was long gone and that the wound was unrecoverable. But somehow, magically, a healthy finger appeared. You see, we do live amidst infinite potentialities. You can rise as high as you want, and so you can as well sink as low as you want. And sometimes it’s not a question of ‘want’. Sometimes the person telling you that you want to remain in unsuitable conditions hurts you the most. Sometimes, even good souls get stuck in an ants nest. At times, the wordly life of a surrendered devotee is indeed very terrible. Keep standing tall!
What the Self IS
Self is the undamaged, immanent conscious essence that gives Life, is truly every being and nurtures them with light, love, and success—always preserving with certainty.
When the Grand Self (paratman) experiences itself through the many, it becomes an individualized aspect of Itself (jivatman) retaining its inherent non-dual nature, seemingly playing a role. This Jivatman abides in the Paratman as an individualized prototype of its Source, Consciousness and Life—and depends on it. Even after this role has been played, this Individual is retained in the non-dual as a free Jiva-image. The LILA ZENITH jiva is truly a diversely balanced Lady-being. There are schools of energy and this is my divinely chosen path. Remember, that this is the best words can suffice.
Ladybugs are also super fascinating—they have always been close to my heart.
Place the feminine in the masculine in you and the masculine in the feminine in you. Balance is essential. Sacred Androgyny is a path of Divine Marriage between Ida and Pingala nadis within. This practice is not disincluded from women, nor men.
The Divine Person is who you truly are, beneath the touch of karma or incarnation.
My Story
When I was 16, I saw God again and 'died to self' for many hours. It happened swiftly, and I knew not about such depths consciously in this current life then. I was quite disoriented for a long time, and would gather the pieces together by myself. Ever since, this has stayed with me. From a young age I would contemplate questions like: after death, who knows that they have lived and then died and what does it even matter at that point once free? I would be a witch-figure of the ghetto, a small town I lived in. I am one of the few people who climbed out from that place. Anyways, friends would find pleasure in my deep intuition, jokes, and warm heart. Many times I would lay in my bed when I was younger, and would just find life, life after death and all of it seeming very simple. But I never understood why I had such depth in me. But I finally do.
I was the kind one, eventually crafted into the role of a doormat but an end has been put to that. Then I would aim to become more intense. Then I got blamed for being abusive, and was seen in the wrong light. Now I'm just balancing, trying not to trigger anyone. And today, I am careful, as a single glance may cause people to craft me as somebody I’m not. That is why I’m here to tell you who I am. Many people are averse to speaking about themselves, but this is actually not good at all. We should speak about ourselves with authority, as if we truly knew that the inner Person is made in the Likeness of God and Love. That is the truth. That is you. That is you that stays, even after you are spiritually enlightened. Trying to modify this soul image causes bad karma. It is like repainting a painting, which makes me think of the scene in the Mr.bean movie where he ruined Mona Lisa's face! Rather watch this painting and enjoy it. Keep in mind also, that this refers to an inner landscape. I learned this from Paramahansa Yogananda. I have studied the work of this beloved Master immensely... I think western yogis should remember the roots of Yoga, which are in India in the Vedic tradition–and they doubtlessly do now. Sanatama Dharma means the Eternal Religion. Indian tradition does not claim ownership over anything, not to say that other forms of Yoga does that, but still, I've noticed that American Yoga is somehow different from this. There are different lineages, and it is meant to be that way. It is good, however, that there is some Yoga in America too. I’m not saying that there is anything wrong with it, but the roots of Yoga lie in the land called India… And I personally have a strong connection to India. This is obvious. India has the longest tradition. Yogis like Paramahansa Yogananda have a long history of spiritual cultivation. Illumined yogis use the relative soul laws and the laws of cause and effect to propel their spiritual growth, and Indian yogis can have a certain enviromental advantage through that natural lineage inherent in them. This is because, sometimes souls are reborn into similar cirmustances than the previous to continue their spiritual growth process.
You are somebody, and most people live in some type of illusion. The covering must be removed. And when it is removed, be still. Everything is fine.
I will not go super deep into this, but I know who I am, who I have been and who I will be. I will tell this much: I have been a female monastic, and yogi-monk in India, and suppression led me to assimilate more coarsely built form. In the latest life I died young because of spiritual conflict and now, I’m here again, having recovered my Original Design. I’m just continuing my path in an evolved form, truly beyond rigid categorization, as an embodiment of 'mother-consciousness', which refers to the divine feminine (dynamic consciousness–shakti–creativity etc.). This is real and I now know it. I shall say no more. Just know that there is a God and it is awesome. Pray earnestly to find it, you only need faith, some help from his Angels and then you will find yourself amidst astral flowers that breathe, weaving beautiful shapes in you revealing who you truly are, showing you images more beautiful than you could ever imagine. This is not delusional – it is Divine. Some only need Jesus, some do not emphasize Jesus much. Seeking is sometimes born from thinking and is opted for 'gaining' a solution. But a solution often indicates pain, and pain does not always heal through God alone. In fact, when we are sick, there is a danger of bringing this sickness in the Territory Greatest… There are highly sensitive yogis, and mystics who don’t benefit from your stuff. Therapists can work with your stuff. Heal with therapists or healers. Ascend with the ascended!
Silly ideas should be removed from silly people. Yogananda would emphasize that the risk of losing clarity does exist, unlike some claim, that one can do whatever one likes, since the Spirit is beyond form. Always come back to your original design, whatever that is for you. By following that, you can find God. You do not always need traditions or teachings. If you are not like me, do what calls for you, have your foundational support first. But this is real. I’m speaking now. I do not hold back anymore.
When I was 16 I had my initial enlightenment experience, but something in me was still stirring afterwards. After this came my dark night of the soul, which was unintentional and I am not proud of these times, because I feel like I could've used my time more productively then – but it indeed led me to something really special, which caused me to change my life entirely for the better. I have now realized that it was a gift, a very big gift. I am now 26 and have spent 7 years in an arduous, but calm and sometimes even intense, meditative process, where I have practiced intensely, and mostly stayed alone, read books, exercised and also been quite avoidant – as I notice later. I have not missed a single practice session during this time, and my path hasn't been easy.
I once stumbled into an advanced person, whom I greatly respect, through which I was able to recollect my knowledge of the Kriya Yoga-techniques, and then I have practiced by myself, mastering my consciousness step by step. I call this the personal progressive protocol. Sometimes we need to move on after learning the necessary guidelines from a teacher to go in the wilderness to cultivate our path. Sometimes the person who cuts you off helps you the most – if that has ever happened. At this moment, I don't often meet mentors or teachers. I'm just here, treating these gifts as gifts! I send much love to all the sacred mentors I've had the priviledge to meet along the way.
I personally, rarely teach these techniques, but am able if I choose. But not always do people respect, or understand what spirituality is capable of doing, so I stay more low key. For 4 years of this time I mostly meditated up to 5 hours a day, and studied a pile of books, ate my veggies, exercised and wanted progress really intensely. Lord, the amount of tears and sweat! I would make fast progress, indeed so intense progress that it triggered many people. I have been cancelled. I have been excluded. But I aim not to mind – God is sweeter than anything else. One has to be really brave to walk such a path like this. I’m sort of long gone already. I do not recommend doing what I have done. Fun fact: I stopped drinking milk at 8 months old, and never returned to it after quitting. I went full cold turkey. I would also climb on the book shelves before the age two. That is determination!
Today, it has become clear to me who I am.
I have been battling spiritual battles within frameworks as a kind of spiritual reformer, because I have always seen the unity between paths. I have unintentionally attended events outside of my primary faith, such as ceremonial events and events of other yogic lineages than the one I am part of. I must say that this a personal preference. Anyways, this has caused some stirring. I have also been often reminded, rather uncomfortably, by memories of this great infidelity – but it does no longer occur. Good memories! In terms of working with the natural world, I am rather a shamanistic practicioner with northern roots, and a connection to the two spirit-identity of the Native Religion. My physical grand-grand-mother was from Siberia. I also think that I have finally survived this infidelity of mine. Past few months I’ve been working really intensely, sometimes even vibrating like some lunatic! Did you know that lunatic actually means luminous? We’ve reached a point of Urgent Necessity. There is no heart in what is happening in the world right now.
God is not a personalized idol, nor he or she. God is the Almighty Presence available to anyone who is obedient and seeks earnestly. Happiness belongs to everybody—and God makes you very, very happy—this is not a joke.
So long story short, once upon a time, I got into a peculiar situation between different traditions and I now understand the necessity of always: placing the needle in a place of a needle, eye in the place of an eye, and a hand in a place of a hand. This is called field congruence. This is why I emphasize following your sva-dharma always. However, I still find it hard to give this original faith a name. You'd think that I mean something really special and sophisticated with this allegory, but I don't. You'd think that, when I speak about God, I'm aiming to be the terrifying ruler-archetype, who colonizes your autonomy, but that is not the case either. My purpose is to make your autonomy bloom, if it does not already. I have no need to restrict anyone – I am truly a contented hermit. And if you do find your spirit restricted around my influence, I encourage you to leave my presence.
You see, you must be you. Your friend must be your friend. You must not become anybody else. You must also respect the person who gave you life (aka the symbolic saviour, or the first encounter with ones guru).
Do you know how it feels when the carpet is pulled away beneath your feet? I say this because I know. Do you know how it feels, when you are about to fall into a hole, from which no one comes to save you? No one! If you have ever been rescued from the pits of hell, you should always love that person who saved you. They gave thee thine life and life is Sacred. I've been helped in my life and have regretted doing any kind of misdeed towards them, even if merely in thought.
One word I’d like to share concerning the authentic self is that we are not supposed to probe onto others energy fields, we should always stay in our place. It is way easier to just be yourself, and wear clothes you like, wear the right size shoes, express yourself as you are, and just generally, live a simple life as yourself. When you do figure that out, find a place where you can exist as that. Sometimes it's your very own heart.
Some persons find their internal sense of self differing from the archetypal role traditionally associated with the given physical apparatus acquired through a haphazard natural process—slightly or entirely, so they may express themselves beyond traditional binaries. This can be very spiritual. Now that many people are keen to find out who they are, remember that this is not forceful seeking, but an unveiling. It is not becoming anything new. In my case, it is not me making all this up. I didn’t wake up one morning and decide to become like this. This is the truth. You are a person. But some persons are still figuring out who they are. Once that original design gets established, such a one retains their person-hood in the astral-ether. Then such a soul spark can be born again, and it would be exactly the same person. There is a big sea full of Life where we, aka, those who can travel like bubbles of love, pollinate goodness playfully around.
I have many friends who I know deeply. I know who they are. If some of these folks would go away and pop up again, I would know who they are. This is why people say: do you know who you are? We are still the same beings sent forth from the Heavenly Abode. I no longer need anything special, I’ve grown soft and reserved, sometimes crippling like a dry leaf in the wind, but I know who I am. If I would ever die too soon for some reason, or if something happened, I would leave the form. And the world would be left alone. Without me.
The Unfinished Mind: Zeigarnik Effect, Curiosity, and the Cosmic Cycle of Closure
We develop many different reactions in contrast to incidents that require certain effects to keep us safe. Many mental health diagnoses start with some type of wrong and a compensation in contrast. Many reactions to real stimuli are considered problematic, such as anger, depression, withdrawal, etc., but all these usually have very, very good reasons. Otherwise, they couldn't occur. I understand your reasons.
Has it ever happened to you that something offending occurred, and you found yourself ruminating, going over possible narratives for a long time? Like your mind was trying to make sense of something—it surely was. We are enveloped with advanced protectors aimed at keeping us as safe as possible.
I've understood that we hold onto these kinds of things until they're settled. This is how consciousness works since it is a highly curious being.
There is a phenomenon called the Zeigarnik Effect. It describes how people tend to remember and feel a strong urge to complete unfinished tasks. Once you start something, your brain keeps nudging you to see it through to the end. It’s why cliffhangers work in storytelling and why you might feel compelled to finish a puzzle, a book, or even a simple task once you’ve started it.
We are spiritual beings endowed with supernatural faculties, and true communication occurs spiritually. There are constant activities taking place behind the curtains. Those who are awake are able to stay attuned to the present moment and see things as they are. There need not be an intellectual attribution process here. Be still, calm yourself and allow yourself to feel what is in the present moment.
Finding Your Original Design
Finding out your original design means figuring out who you are as a soul and then obeying that. I approached this by continuously letting go of everything on the surface. As I said, I’m a long term meditator—I practice Kriya Yoga daily. The original Kriya Yoga is not a joke, it does work. These practices helps me to do what I do.
I once spent a long time meditating, being alone, reading, and being as devoted as possible to the spiritual path – taking all the steps I knew at the time and avoiding everything altogether because I believed that everything else was unspiritual.
I recommend finding out who you are as a soul, where this soul belongs, what it wants to do, and placing yourself in the right circumstances, just like placing a hand in the place of a hand, eye in the place of an eye and so on. You should inquire what your original path is. There are native people, who shouldn’t let’s say, become Christians, and then Christians who shouldn’t become anything else. For me, to be Christian means to follow the original teachings of Life, through which Christ-consciousness (immanent cosmic intelligence) always shines forth, whether indigenous in spirit or otherwise. Christ-consciousness always manifests through field congurence in a given context. I've found the works of Paramahansa Yogananda, and the original teachings of Yeshua to be closest to these 'original teachings.', to name a couple.
There are feminine souls, who shouldn’t become too masculine in expression and vice versa. Now that many people are figuring out their original design, please know that this is only unveiling—you do not create anything new. The rainbow movement is widespread, but in the case of transgender people, an estimate of 1% of the population is truly transgender. The ones I've mentioned are real without expectation.
However, there are people who should lead certain lives living different lives. There are many people becoming what they are not. But I just want to tell you, my recent changes are about unveiling. You should also unveil yourself if you want to know who I am.
During the years where I practiced intense tapas, I made rapid progress, experienced many realizations, and had transformative mystical experiences. This led me to an important discovery: we are living the mystical experience now. That’s why I want to live to the fullest now. I mastered many meditation techniques, could meditate for long periods (and still do), and even learned to still my heart and breathing. But guess what else I mastered? Avoidance. I became highly skilled at avoiding everything altogether. Now many people believe I’m avoidant – but I mean, I could start to believe that I’m a fig tree.
What is Kriya Yoga
Kriya refers to action and Yoga to union with the Divine. So, Kriya Yoga, together, indicates Yoga through chosen application of spiritual activity. Me writing this now is me practicing Kriya Yoga. Me hitting my head to the wall at times leading me to figure out how to not experience that again – it is Kriya Yoga, too. Kriya Yoga emcompasses all the authentic practices of Yoga and embodies the luminosity of Christ-consciousness.
Kriya Yoga is the highest Life-science through which man's (individualized divine consciousness, not the masculine gender) spiritual evolution can be greatly quickened to reach a high level of spiritual realization that would otherwise occur in natural course of time. It consists of decisive living, right cultivation and the end result – oneness consciousness. When that is achieved we start to look at things from a really different angle, and not as achievements at all – simply as being. Yoga is the means to simply exist, for its rejuvenating and life enhancing effects remove blocks to experiencing enlightened consciousness, that what we, in our very core, are. Knowing this does not remove the divine person, I’ve mentioned about.
It resembles Raja Yoga with a slight twist in essence. Raja Yoga embodies all the Yogic variations, as well as the 8 limbs of Yoga. Kriya Yoga is just Yoga – oneness experience, but with emphasis on Kriyas – actions which serve as means to 'achieve' a state of pure existence in Spirit. Now, all things that serve as beneficial spiritual exercises can justly be called Kriyas, but Kriya Yoga generally leans towards sophisticating the specific pranayamas, and yogic life guidelines.
These techniques, when properly practiced, hasten a person's spiritual evolution by charging the brain full of prana through the sushumna energy pathway, decarbonizing blood and charging it with more oxygen. Also will power and visualizations are applied which also contribute to growth, since we build our lives with our minds. Thus Kriya Yoga emphasizes creative use of imagination as well. It's not necessary to go into detail about everything that's included in this brief explanation, since it encompasses all authentic yogic practices. And there are many wonderful meditation-teachers and books out there anyways! I myself have become more drawn into devotional writing, and intuitive mysticism, while I can also offer deeper, and focused spiritual guidance if the stars, the sun and the moon, as well as the tides are all in their rightful positions.
Kriya Yoga doesn't necessarily have to clash with your faith, even if you are Christian or Buddhist, or otherwise.
Even a few kriyas practiced well hastens mans spiritual evolution in a way that would otherwise take many years of natural living in optimal conditions.
So here is what I have been up to these past years. Maybe this explains something. You don't have to believe in this or me, but I truly believe in you!
Usually, the best method to prove if something works is to test it yourself. That is self-verification.
7 Confessions
I’ve never felt limited to the masculine gender inwardly, I’ve always been a feminine-soul (light, clear, sensitive, artistic etc.) so being any different would be a sin, for me. It would create an illusory layer on top of my being, which I would have to work through. I don't want sin.
Lately, I have been tested a lot.
I live mostly alone, read, meditate, study spirituality, write about it, then do art and play music – and meet people when it flows. Contentment to me means not running after things or people obsessively that doesn't come unsought.
I know my past incarnations.
It is irritating, and, sometimes even spiritually violent when persons are trying to convert me into their lineages as a follower since I have practiced on my own and have my own (personal) specific and Self-verified aproach to Spirituality. At this point, I am not interested. However, I am always open to contribution in the spirit of equality. I have my own lineage, it is the LILA-lineage. I am the person who has been working, sacrificing everything and suffering for this. You see, it is a skill to be attuned to a relative reality through which the grander reality ultimately comes through. So in this case, this particular body has been labouring for this. All I can say is: don't try this for fun. Get the irony? I have earned this name and lineage—this is not ego—this is Divine. But it is not solely mine, it is universal. I want to make this very clear. This whole thing has also caused a lot of issues, you know, at times it seems like the 'converters' and 'missionaries' are everywhere... Insisting that I mend to their ways, appealing to various techniques that only work for the temporarily-blind... Let's not go crazy—I do know what I am doing. Do you know what you are doing? Do not trust the faces of sons of men—set your path straight (not necessarily heterosexual, but less contradictory).
Interpretation: outgrow the dependency on spiritual guidance from beings born of men (humans), and instead rely on your inner knowing when it comes to deeper, metaphysical knowledge.
I don’t know everything. I aim to be calm in this non-knowingness.
I’ve faced judgement in my country lately but I have survived. All is well.
Homework For You
If you are procrastinating on something, what if you could stop procrastinating? But remember that rushing is restricting and preparation is indeed often good. Be ready when the big moment comes.
What if you told something to the person you are interested in? Vagueness keeps them guessing which sometimes causes them to eventually leave, and, sometimes they may never return.
If something bothers you, it is way wiser to talk about it. If we do not talk, these things tend to build up within. Then somebody will start to blame you! Or you risk exploding internally. Which do you think is better: living authentically or looking like you are hiding something (to those who can see)?
Conclusion.
May we all move forward in spiritual clarity, and always aim to interpret spiritual writings, people and situations correctly—the best we know how. To avoid vagueness, I will be acting in terms of public writings such as these when I feel called and instructed. I won’t lift a finger unless I feel called. If this was the last one—so be it. This marks the 11th writing in a beautifully unfolding series. May this transmission remain forever true!
I love you all so much, and am wishing all of you extremely well regardless of age, gender, preferences or past mistakes. They can all be forgiven.
Now officially and legally, LILA ZENITH
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